I feeling like I am falling to pieces. This process is completely out of my control and I need to find a way to surrender to the whole thing. As many of you may know, I am quite the control queen so this is hard to say the least. I couldn't sleep last night. I have gone back and forth through fits of joy and crying episodes, and I have only been out of bed for about an hour.
My u/s yesterday went well. My uterus looks perfect- triple lining, nice and thick. I am ready to go. Still on Lupron and the vivelle patches in the am, aspirin and the lovenox at night. To that cocktail, I added a glass of 2005 Fransiscan Cabernet. It went down very nicely. My nurse coordinator said a little alcohol could be useful now, especially since I am completely off the anti-depressants and anti-anxieties at this point.
Ovaries- 14 right now, measuring between 9-12. I hope they all keep growing at the same rate- so the big ones slow down and the small ones catch up. Another u/s tomorrow- my clinic is pretty conversative and would like to check the progress daily.
Looks like we are still on for a Mon-Tuesday retrieval....
Let's say the serenity prayer- all together now...
Still here…14 years later
1 year ago
3 comments:
Those numbers (lining, follicles) look good! And I agree with the nurse coordinator about the alcohol. And might as well enjoy it now, because you never know when you'll get to enjoy a nice glass of wine again!
It sounds like you are in very good hands. I hope everything goes well and am keeping fingers crossed. xo
Things are looking good - try to keep the anxiety in check. Good luck!
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