"Self pity is our worst enemy, and if we yield to it, we can never do anything wise in the world."
- Helen Keller1880-1968, Blind and Deaf Educator

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Full Disclosure to The Blogger Babes

Well, I am not pregnant yet. Shit!

It is day 2, and I am back at the doctor tomorrow morning at 7 am for day 3 scans. I have been busy and tired and depressed and so have taken some time away from the blogging journal. Maybe I will feel more like writing in a day or two. In the meantime, thank you for your emails. My mind is swirling. I have a lot to consider.

I have been on quite a journey. But I can't give up. I won't give up ever. If I don't do the 4 more cycles my doctor suggests, I will always wonder or regret. I'll take this all one day at a time, one cycle at a time. And this will give me the time I need to resesarch other options.

7 comments:

Cara said...

Oh sweetie - I'm sad for you. Now your decision making really comes into play.

Thinking of you as you approach this holiday season.

xoxo

Mrs. Spit said...

Aww,

I'm sorry. Hang in there.

Zil said...

You have been on quite a journey. I'm inspired by the way you remain positive through the set-backs.

My thoughts are with you.

I Believe in Miracles said...

I'm sorry Lisa. Bummer. I understand about wanting to try.
~~HUGS~~

mrsmuelly said...

Ughh! That roller coaster totally sucks. I'm sorry.

I will be thinking of you as you continue the TTC journey. I hope you get to the top of the hill and stay there!

Travelwahine said...

I'm with you 200%. You didn't let me give up and I won't let you give up either. I know perseverance will pay off. Keeping my fingers crossed that this cycle is a success.

(((HUGS))))

Travelwahine said...

Thinking of you. Sending you strength and hugs.