"Self pity is our worst enemy, and if we yield to it, we can never do anything wise in the world."
- Helen Keller1880-1968, Blind and Deaf Educator

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Feeling kind of so-so

Lots have been going through my mind in the last few days. Last week was Yom Kippur-the holiest day in the jewish year- a day to reflect, to repent for your sins, and to mourn for the dead. I was unprepared for the flood of emotion that would come up for me. Mother-daughter stuff. I remembered back to last year when I was inconsolable around the loss of my mother and here I am now, with two losses. How ironic. Part of the day also focuses on setting yourself for what you wish for in the coming year- how you would like that unfolding to be.

I wish for a baby. I wish I become a mother. Soon. Please, please, please.


Mrs. Spit said...

I'll hope with you . . . Wishing for better days to come.

Travelwahine said...

I hope with you also. Sending lots of HOPE your way. And healing vibes.

Nathansma said...

I am agreeing and hoping with you too. May God grant you the little one you want and deserve.

Zil said...

I wish for all of your wishes to come true.

Natalie said...

Yes, soon. The waiting is so painful.

I Believe in Miracles said...

Waiting is the hardest thing to do. Uncertainty sucks.